PAIN.

What is pain?

First Love.

What triggers pain?

Memories.

What can heal pain?

Time.

What lengthens pain?

Martyrdom.

What is the initial sign of pain?

Tears.

What is the primary defense mechanism of pain?

Denial.

What is the primary stressor of pain?

Theme song.

What is the history of pain?

Break up.

How can you remove pain?

Let go.

How can you forget pain?

Move on.

Why do we experience pain?

Because we have a heart that loves.

“Ako. Ako yung problema. Kasi nasasaktan ako kahit na di naman ako dapat na nasasaktan. Sana kaya ko lang tiisin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko. Kasi ako naman ang humiling nito diba? Ako yung may gusto. Sana kaya kong sabihin sa’yo na masaya ako para sa iyo. Para sa inyo. Sana kaya ko, sana kaya ko. Pero hindi e. Ang sama-sama kong tao. Kasi ang totoo umaasa parin ako na sabihin mo na sana ako parin. Ako na lang… Ako na lang ulit.”

Ako yung problema. :|

'Di na tayo tulad ng dati. :(

010910 6:34

1.Does anyone know your password to
your friendster besides yourself?
* Nahh.

2. What was the last thing you ordered
at McDonalds?
* Fries. :)) :P :P

3. Are you an emotional person?
* Maybe.

4. Do you like your name?
*Yessss.

5. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
* The hell. No.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
* Yeah.

7. What was the last thing you did?
* Posted a blog :))

8. Who is right next to you?
* Fvck you.
9. Who were the last persons you ate
with?
* Alyssa. :D

10. What song are you listening to
right now?
* Idk. Nagkakaraoke tatay ko.
11. Hows the weather right now ?
* Okay lang. Gabi na kaya.

12. Last person who called you today?
* No one.

13.???
* skjdghq;wri !!!

14. Last song you sang?
* Villar ! :))

15. Do you like anyone?
* Yes.

16. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
* Nahh.

17. Last beverage you drank?
* Water.

18. Last food you ate?
* Pizza! =p~

19. What did you do last night?
* Uhm. Text. Haha.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
* Nahh.

21. What time did you wake up today?
* 5:32 AM! %&+@^#!*@!!!!

22. Last person you talked to?
* Alyssa.

23. Last person you made fun of?
* Matty! :)) Matthew. HAHAHAHA. =))

24. What are you wearing right now?
* T-shirt. Short shorts! XDD

25. Are you too quiet to ask anyone
out?
* Yes. @_@ XDD

26. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite/same sex?
* Face.

27.Where are you right now?
* My private sanctuary.

28. What date and day is it?
* 010910. Saturday.

29. Did you go anywhere today?
* School shit. XD

30. What did you do there?
* Sleep. Jk. :)) Nakipagkulitan. MUAHAHAHA. >:)

31. Where else are you going today?
* In his heart. Lol.

32. Are you watching TV?
* Later.

33. Are you mature or immature?
* imMATURE. :))

34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
* Sister. :)) Dad.

35. When was your last kiss?
* Ask him.

36. What school do you go to?
* Shinhwa Highschool. :)) CDSL.

37. Whats the most annoying thing
people say to you?
* Wala naman. Mahal nila ako eh :)) Except kay ANO. Amp. HAHAHA.

38. Do you like music?
* Who doesn't. B-)

39. Do you want to get married?
* Of course. Someday.

40. to whom?
* I don't know.

010310, Sunday Morning.

1. Ano una mo inisip pagkagising mo kanina?

* Cp ko. Baka kasi nagtext na siya. Haha.

2. Pool o Beach?

* Ahm. Bitch :))

3. Pinakamatagal mong relationship?

* Ba't kelangan mong alamin? :))

4. Hanggang ngayon kayo pa din?

* Chismoso. :))

5. Anong parte ng mukha mo ang ok lang mawala?

* Wala.

6. Ano favorite line ng magulang mo pag pnapagalitan ka?

* PUNYETA! :))

7. 1 person na pnakamasaya kasama pag may lakad ?

* Maxine :))

8. Ultimate crush?

* Si ... :"> =))

9. Lokohin ka ng GF/BF mo, bigyan mo pa ng 1 chance?

* Hell no :))

10. Last time mo maligo sa ulan?

* Tagal na yun. XD

11. Personalities na hanap mo sa opposite sex?

* Basta yung mapapatawa ako. Okay na. :)

12. Nakikita mo nalulunod kaaway mo, sasagipin mo ba sya?

* Kung si Aves yun, syempre hindi. :)) Jk. EWAN. :)) Depende.

13. Kasama mo crush mo, gusto ka nya halikan, pero nalaman mo badbreath pala sya.. go pa din?

* Hell no :))

14. Pinaka nakakahiya mong ginawa sa buong buhay mo?

* Marami eh.

15. Nasubukan mo na ba mang 2 time?

* A big NO! Pag-nagkataon. Siguro pag nasaktan ako ng sobra, baka gawin ko yun :D

16. Bakit ganun mga X, pag nakita ka na nila masaya, saka sila babalik?

* Di ko rin alam eh.

17. Kelan ka sunod na iinom?

* Idk :))

19. Pag naliligo ka, ano inuuna mo, magshampoo o magsabon?

* Shampoo.

20. Sino ang last mo na iniyakan?

* Syempre si Ano. :))

21. Possessive ka ba pag nasa relationship ka?

* Idk.

22. Sa tingin mo, bat hindi nagwork huli mong relationship?

* =))

24. Bigla sobra pumangit GF/BF mo, mahal mo pa din ba sya?

* Siguro? EWAN.

25. Sino gusto mo makasama ngayon mismo?

* Si Maxine :)) At ang ate ko. XDD

26. Pili ka, maging obese ka, o ano anorexic?

* O! :))

27. Ano gusto mo gawin sa buhay mo ngayon, Rewind, Pause, o Forward?

* Pwede bang Eject nalang? :|

28. Gagawin mo lahat para makuha toh, ano un?

* Hmm.. Madami, eh? :))

29. Huli mong sinabi bago matulog?

* "Haha" =))

30. Linya sa isang kanta na bagay sa buhay mo ngayon?

* "Aaminin ko, ikaw parin ang hinahanap ko" Haha :))

31. Nung huli ka nalasing, ano ginawa mo?

* Hindi pa'ko nalalasing. :P

32. Masasabi mo bang, “innocent” ka pa?

* OO. :))

33. Who’s your best kisser?

* Eh. :)) Ba't ba kelangan malaman :))

34. Sino pnaka importante na tao sa phonebook mo?

* Lahat, eh?

36. Papiliin ka ng GF/BF, sya o friends, ano gagawin mo? Sino piliin mo?

* Pwede both? :D

37. Ano mas importante sayo, Brains o Beauty?

* Brains.

38. Color ng underwear mo ngayon?

* White :))

39. Magaling ka ba?

* Oo. Wala naman akong sakit eh.

40. Pwede ka na ba mamatay ngayon?

* OO. Pwede na. FML. :|

-- Bored ako eh. Haha. XD

Happy New Year! :D

Oh 2010, Please be amazing.